I Hate My Life Right Now...

I hate everything today. I'm sore and I don't know why. My back is hurting, my ribs hurt when I breathe. There's no evidence as to why I'm hurting. My rash is back and I scratched my poor feet raw, and now it's itching in the backs of my legs and my thighs. I dropped a little cast iron skillet on my foot, luckily it landed flat side against the top of my foot. I just generally do not feel good. Then I come home and have Chance chew me out about the dishes, which makes me mad, because I had asked Jacki to clean the pan we cooked in last night and she didn't clean it. Now there's a nasty black film on it and the other dishes around it. Oh and I get chewed out because she crapped in the toilet and left a mess on the seat and Chance's mom had to clean it, so now the bathroom smells like vinegar because she apparently cleans everything with vinegar. I guess it works. My headache hasn't gone away but it's much less worse than it's been, so at least I can be thankful for that. I just hate that I am expected to clean up the house and do dishes and everything else. No one helps me. I hate saying this but my mother-in-law is apt to let the boys run loose while she sits at her computer, and it makes me mad because I'm the one scolding them, watching them, cleaning up after them. That isn't my responsibility. I clean up after my daughter, and I don't expect anyone else to, unless she's in someone else's care because I'm at work. Which is something else that pissed me off. When Jacki watched her the other night, she spilled pee on the floor because she pulled the bowl outta her training potty, which is right beside where Jacki was sitting and she still didn't stop her. I don't know what to do. I can't have Jacki watch Shayla if she isn't going to watch what she does and keep her out of trouble. I am just at a loss of what to do.