I don't know what to do. On one hand, a part of me doesn't believe he really does want to fix us. On the other, I know he does. I just want things to go back to how they were. I want to trust him, believe him when he tells me things. But right now I imagine him the whole time having been sitting there texting her all day, when he could have replied to one of mine. Phone calls before and after work, to her, that used to be mine. Phone calls during work that used to be mine. He isn't wanting to talk to me; he's replacing me with someone else, someone he can talk to, someone who's more understanding, who's a better person than I am. Someone who would never hurt him, and that's all I seem to do.
I just don't understand what I did wrong, what made him decide not to talk to me anymore. What made him decide to give my time to someone else...
