Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Visiting Old Friends (They're not really old, just long-time friends) :P

Well its kinda late, and we just got home. We went to get the car fixed today. It was "warranty work on the fuel vapor sensor" according to Chance. I dunno really what that means. So anyway, now we're finally home, after spending the day hanging out at a friend's house. We even jacked their shower lol. Her and her husband were like "We completely understand honey. We've been there too. Shower hopping from house to house" lol. Krystal and Justin are really cool. I adore them, truly. They've had problems and such though, like with their marriage. And they've had to move 13 times since 2007, so there's definitely issues, lol. But, ya know, it happens. I mean, we're all just struggling through right now. We don't really have set careers, Krystal just started going back to school so that's a strain for them. She's like me, not really having a good job or anything, and trying to find one. She might be working at Subway with me if she can get a job there.
Shayla really enjoyed spending time with another child her age. Her and Matt really seemed to have a good time. Krystal and Justin were amazed because he never shares his toys and he was BRINGING his toys to Shayla to play with him too. It was really cool, lol. Justin was like "he never shares! I wonder why he is now" and Krystal and I were both like "Because she's a girl" lol. Really, I doubt that's why. Its probably more like because this was the first time they met. All the other times Shayla was too small to play with him, or one time it was really late at night so he was sleeping, and other times we've gone to see them they didn't get to play because he wasn't there; he was visiting an Aunt or grandparent.
Anyway, its time for Warcraft, so....

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Poor Sheri....

Well, I'm just sitting here watching Charmed, while Shayla runs lose through the house playing with Sheri and her dog, Jack. I'm a little sad for Sheri right now, honestly. Jordan, who invited her over for the week to be fuck buddies or something, totally ditched her last night to go out with some other girl who "owed him a lap dance." He said he's only be gone for like 5 hours, but he's been gone about 12 hours now. I was pretty annoyed at Jordan for that...Chance and I were talking after he left and I was like "I hope he gets an STD, lol. Happy Fucking Birthday, dude."

I also feel a little bit sorry for Sheri cuz I can't get Shayla to leave her alone, lol. She really likes having someone to play with besides me and Chance, I think. Right now she's running through the house, being chased by Jack, and squealing excitedly. It's rather cute.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Dishes, Shopping, and Movies

So today, after waking up, I had to boil water to do dishes. That took like 3 hours, to get them all done. They've been building up because we don't have hot water and I was trying to wait for the propane, cuz I really didn't want to have to boil water. But I did, and now all the dishes are clean.

I've also worked on laundry, which is now like, all finished. And I went grocery shopping with my daddy. He bought my groceries which almost made me cry cuz it was such a big help. It left my paycheck open to catch up the phone bill so it doesn't get cut off.

We went to mom's/Grandma's house and had some incredible homemade soup that Mom made. It was in-freakin-credible. It was like a beef stew but like, not thick, which made it perfect with bread-n-butter. God, living in the Woodlands made me seriously miss my mom's cooking. I also went and had a shower, too, which was really nice. I really wish that we could get the shower fixed here, though. I really need to be able to take a shower here, whenever I feel like, instead of having to go to dad's or mom's or Memaw's to bathe. Sadly, it's expensive or something and we just can't afford to fix the shower right now.

Then I came home and watched 'Angels and Demons" which was an awesome movie. I think Tom Hanks really does the character justice. He was wonderful. It didn't exactly follow the book, but it closely matched it and it was really just great. I enjoyed it immensely.

Now I'm watching "Percy Jackson and the Olympians:The Lightning Thief." Honestly I'm not really fond of this movie, because it's soo....jacked up. It doesn't match the books hardly at all. I understand that they had to alter it somewhat but really, they didn't leave it open for sequels. That's my least favorite part. It's got a lot more humor in it than the books had, which is like, one of the few things I really like. As for the rest of it...I dunno...it's not that great.

I guess I'm done for now. I'm gonna go watch more movies and like, chill.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Fucking Pissed, That's What I Am.

Well, I'm pissed. Like, super pissed. For a large, combined amount of reasons.

First: I have to stay at my grandparents house and sleep in my mom's bed. With my mom. because my stupid husband wouldn't let me drive home at night, and after saying he'd take me home, he decided not to, cuz he said I wouldn't be able to get myself up on time to go to work tomorrow because I always sleep through my alarms and he isn't gonna be there in the morning.

Second: I'm pissed because staying at my grandparents means I have to put up with my dickhead of a sister how's a backtalking, whiny little bitch (even though I love her dearly).

Third: My mom sleeps with the TV and lights on, which is just plain fucking annoying. I'm like so tempted to sleep in my damn car.

Fourth: Hubby left the baby with my in-laws, because he didn't get the hint that I didn't want him to do that, so I'm mostly pissed at myself for not saying "let me fucking keep my child! she's finally bonding with me, and I love being with her, and you fucking take her away from me. wtf?!" I really do blame myself there, because I should have said something to him, and this wouldn't have happened.

Fifth: I'm pissed cuz he's going out tonight, to a party, and even though I was supposed to go, I decided to do the responsible thing and not go cuz I have to work tomorrow.

Sixth: I'm pissed I have to work tomorrow. Damn job.

Seventh: I'm pissed that I'm trying to call and make him feel bad and he's not answering the phone. Honestly, he's probably already left the house (he had to stop and like unload shit and change clothes or whatever) and he's not in cell signal yet, so its illogical to be pissed but I am anyway.

So all in all i'm just in a really pissy, whiny mood right now. I'm so...ugh. I want to yell and scream and throw a fit, even though i'm an adult. I think it's so stupid the way he's treating me. He's more concerned about me having a fucking accident in his car than about what I want, because if I have an accident in the car we're screwed. I dont have my official lisence, and i'm not covered by the insurance, so we would have to pay for the mess ourselves and it wouldn't be cheap, i tell ya what.
All my sister can do is argue with everyone and piss them off, especially my grandma.
I'm just pissy and I want to go home and sleep in my own bed.
I just wanna be all emo right now and go off half-cocked screaming I hate my life and just kill me and shit like that, which is immature and retarded.
Im like...how can he think i'm not responsible enough to wake myself up tomorrow morning?
I mean, I can't even play warcraft tonight? wtf is that shit?
I can't even use my iPhone on the internet in the back room because the signal is too weak. I'm like OMG I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WTF IS THIS SHIT ITS SO JACKED UP AND UNFAIR AND IM SO PISSED.
I'm just so cranky and pissy right now...