Fucking Pissed, That's What I Am.

Well, I'm pissed. Like, super pissed. For a large, combined amount of reasons.

First: I have to stay at my grandparents house and sleep in my mom's bed. With my mom. because my stupid husband wouldn't let me drive home at night, and after saying he'd take me home, he decided not to, cuz he said I wouldn't be able to get myself up on time to go to work tomorrow because I always sleep through my alarms and he isn't gonna be there in the morning.

Second: I'm pissed because staying at my grandparents means I have to put up with my dickhead of a sister how's a backtalking, whiny little bitch (even though I love her dearly).

Third: My mom sleeps with the TV and lights on, which is just plain fucking annoying. I'm like so tempted to sleep in my damn car.

Fourth: Hubby left the baby with my in-laws, because he didn't get the hint that I didn't want him to do that, so I'm mostly pissed at myself for not saying "let me fucking keep my child! she's finally bonding with me, and I love being with her, and you fucking take her away from me. wtf?!" I really do blame myself there, because I should have said something to him, and this wouldn't have happened.

Fifth: I'm pissed cuz he's going out tonight, to a party, and even though I was supposed to go, I decided to do the responsible thing and not go cuz I have to work tomorrow.

Sixth: I'm pissed I have to work tomorrow. Damn job.

Seventh: I'm pissed that I'm trying to call and make him feel bad and he's not answering the phone. Honestly, he's probably already left the house (he had to stop and like unload shit and change clothes or whatever) and he's not in cell signal yet, so its illogical to be pissed but I am anyway.

So all in all i'm just in a really pissy, whiny mood right now. I'm so...ugh. I want to yell and scream and throw a fit, even though i'm an adult. I think it's so stupid the way he's treating me. He's more concerned about me having a fucking accident in his car than about what I want, because if I have an accident in the car we're screwed. I dont have my official lisence, and i'm not covered by the insurance, so we would have to pay for the mess ourselves and it wouldn't be cheap, i tell ya what.
All my sister can do is argue with everyone and piss them off, especially my grandma.
I'm just pissy and I want to go home and sleep in my own bed.
I just wanna be all emo right now and go off half-cocked screaming I hate my life and just kill me and shit like that, which is immature and retarded.
Im like...how can he think i'm not responsible enough to wake myself up tomorrow morning?
I mean, I can't even play warcraft tonight? wtf is that shit?
I can't even use my iPhone on the internet in the back room because the signal is too weak. I'm like OMG I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WTF IS THIS SHIT ITS SO JACKED UP AND UNFAIR AND IM SO PISSED.
I'm just so cranky and pissy right now...