Not A Great Start to the Year

So this year definitely hasn't gotten off on the right foot. So far, I've spent 90% of it crying. Granted, I did just have a baby, so my hormones are all wonky and unbalanced, and it makes me cranky. My monthly cycle decided to show up, and that's been a TOTAL nightmare...its been enough to make me wonder if I'm dying, lol. My vibrator died; the motor finally went kaput. I feel like I've spent most of my time arguing with Chance about inconsequential nonsense. I guess that's why it was a good idea for me to get on the prozac. I barely sleep, and unless I'm worn out exhausted, I can't seem to fall asleep when I lay down. Right now, all I really wanna do is crawl in bed and hide until my cycle is over and I can stop feeling like i'm bleeding to death. It's definitely a miserable feeling, and I did not miss it AT ALL while I was pregnant. We're supposed to go to Centerville to see our parents and let them have a visit with Connor, but I just do NOT feel like going...It's mostly because my cycle is soo horrible and painful and just hurts. I'm bleeding like i'm dying and cramping like i'm being ripped in half. I'm so tired all the time, and I kind of just wish that Chance would take the kids without me and let me stay in bed. I've done 3 loads of clothes since Friday, all because i'm bleeding through everything, everywhere.
At least I can look forward to playing SWTOR while Chance is at work, and hopefully get some EV/KP HM runs done or something. I'm overgeared for the regs now, which is exciting, lol. I'm really into this game, moreso than I expected to be. Almost enough to make me not want to play WoW anymore. Scary thought there.
I'm also looking forward to the income tax return because we are for sure getting a new computer, which will be wonderful, because I can play SWTOR or WoW or Sims without worrying about when Chance will want his computer or what have you. We have to do some rearranging with the living room/dining room area to make it work, but otherwise, i'm excited.
I guess i'd better go to bed here soon, since we'll have to get up early...Or in an hour when the baby wakes up again...
Ahh, the joys of parenthood.